virtualapathy

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Inspiration Road by virtualapathy, literature

The Shadow Of Night by virtualapathy, literature

Sane as Blaine by virtualapathy, literature

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Sane as Blaine

I'm as sane as the next man, woman, child. Sanity is relative, third cousin, twice removed on my mothers side. Is it sane to ramble this way? To prattle away? I can't control those cells of grey. Can't stop 'em sparking off, or jerking off. All bets are off. I'm really not that mad; I'm sure it's just a fad. I should be in a plastic box, isolated from it all. Having a ball, pissing in a tube, missing sleep. Oh! No wait! There's the eggs, and the hostile crowd below. Are they all sane or cracked in the brain? Who is sane? What is sane? It's insane. Right? Tell me this: For why does it matter? What's wrong with the ways of

I am a little poem by virtualapathy, literature

This life is blue by virtualapathy, literature

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This life is blue

What colour is life? What shape is death? Am I green? Or Blue? Mood changes, colour fades out. White wash thoughts, dark stained emotions. Where to from here? There? Somewhere? Past where you've been before. Colour doesn't matter there. \"Only black and white\" some say. Yet bright spectrum in-between and beyond. I am fond of your shades, I like your sharp edges. My pledge is to draw dark and make bright again. Take your darkness and make it mine, Give form and face. Displace. Indifferent. Apathetic. Apologetic. Eternally pathetic. Never a kind word. Say nothing. Be colourless. Fade out. Cease to exist. Wander in Ob

Heart and Head by virtualapathy, literature

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Heart and Head

Where does my heart belong? Maybe she doesn't belong anywhere Maybe he, the masculine me, is in control ...though beneath...far beneath my heart, the feminine me, wishes and yearns Could they coexist? Could I be whole, not splintered? Yes cries the heart...no cries the head Somewhere between, yes and no become could be I hear heart and head rejoice...embrace...grow Male and female join and I am once more both Head and Heart... Male and Female... Sane and Insane... Joy and Sadness... Love and Hate...

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On Pain Of Death by virtualapathy, literature

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On Pain Of Death

One ------------- October was drawing to a close. The thick, musty smell of damp leaves and earth was in the air. The bitter sting of the wind nipped at the flesh of those few brave enough for Christmas shopping. From time to time a distant firework exploded, even though Guy Fawkes' night was still nearly a fortnight away. The square was almost empty at this time in the morning. The bang of a firework overhead startled Frankie Stuart from his thoughts. He looked up from his seat. Kids. Only kids. It was only kids playing pranks. Letting off fireworks to scare him, shouting and laughing at him. Frankie just gave them the finger

Backwards Thoughts - Forwards by virtualapathy, literature

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Backwards Thoughts - Forwards

Forwards, backwards, all around In my head it's all the same One way is the other and the other is one way Can't make sense, can't turn it around Can't focus forward, always looking backwards Towards the past, towards the mistakes I made Trying to figure out where I went wrong Should focus on where I will go right But that is always me, looking over my shoulder Looking back at where it all went wrong.

Vlads Story by virtualapathy, literature

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Vlads Story

The evening drew on and Vlad returned from the battlefield. He cleaned the blood from his hair, out of his beard and out from under his fingernails. He quickly changed out of his bloody armour and clothes and dressed for the evening. He wore a loose fitting tunic and headed out. Leaving the castle he passed by railings with the heads of his enemies mounted upon them, he barely looked at these as he headed for the bus stop to wait for the number 9 bus. The bus arrived shortly and Vlad stepped on. 'Evenin' Vlad! Where ye off tae the night?' the driver enquired. 'I attend my creative writing class on a Monday evening' Vlad replied coldly

Backwards Thoughts by virtualapathy, literature

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Backwards Thoughts

dnuora lla ,sdrawkcab ,sdrawroF emas eht lla s'ti daeh ym nI yaw eno si rehto eht dna rehto eht si yaw enO dnuora ti nrut t'nac ,esnes ekam t'naC sdrawkcab gnikool syawla ,drawrof sucof t'naC edam I sekatsim eht sdrawot ,tsap eht sdrawoT gnorw tnew I erehw tuo erugif ot gniyrT thgir og lliw I erehw no sucof dluohS redluohs ym revo gnikool ,em syawla si taht tuB .gnorw tnew lla ti erehw ta kcab gnikooL

Why cant I keep my mouth shut by virtualapathy, literature

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Why cant I keep my mouth shut

Thought I had a friend...thought things were fine Then I made things wrong...don\'t know if you did it too Then I felt bad and I felt stupid...don't know about you What's gone in the past...will it be the same in the future Things I can's change or make right...wish I could be better I wish I was who or what I should be...a better person The person you deserve as a friend...not so quick to over-react Tell me one thing please...why can't I keep my mouth shut?!

Heart and Head by virtualapathy, literature

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Heart and Head

This life is blue by virtualapathy, literature

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This life is blue

I am a little poem by virtualapathy, literature

Sane as Blaine by virtualapathy, literature

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Sane as Blaine

The Shadow Of Night by virtualapathy, literature

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Vaccination by nekotal, literature

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Vaccination

"See it? Course I seen it. Hell, I got it on 'chip, plugged into my Microsoft." He tapped the back of his ear, I could just see the small black array of sockets protruding from behind his blackened fingertip. His eyes glazed a little as he tapped it. Loading the said disk, as we talked no doubt. He swung back in his seat until it was against the wall, his eyes unfocused around my neck. As he started to talk it was as if he had been there. I knew not even he could afford a ticket to their after show. He had watched the Microchip so often he knew it off by heart. "The Muscle Boy was lit up like a Christmas tree, dozens o' different b

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The Drawing of the Three by virtualapathy, visual art

The Drawing of the Three

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Deviant for 21 years
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Current Residence: Middle Earth
Favourite genre of music: Depends on my mood
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: I-pod
Favourite cartoon character: Samurai Jack
Personal Quote: Other people only annoy me!

Favourite Movies

The Crow

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

NIN, Faith No More, Rammstein, Elis.

Favourite Writers

J.R.R Tolkien

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Procrastination, inspiration, deviation.

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virtualapathy

May 27, 2004

For/From

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For Where, For Why, For How, For When, For What, From Here? From Reason? From Ability? From Then? From This?

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virtualapathy

May 21, 2004

:D

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I passed my driving test today...:D

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virtualapathy

May 5, 2004

wandering

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Lonely I wander, looking for happiness Sadness engulfs me, forever my cell My broken heart it beats no longer That pain is part of me, I can't outrun It was like heaven, now it's my hell There I burn and shall never return Here I wander, forever alone

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Aug 1, 2008

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nekotal

Dec 23, 2004

you tit. you never even check this anymore.
and i'm gonna see you on xmas eve.
but i told myself i'd comment on everyone watching me
and you're still counted as watching me
so spam i go!
merry xmas and a merry diddly doodly new year!
neerp!

nekotal

Sep 24, 2004

pixi stix and party trix
etcha sketch and lardy bricks
don't we look like a bunch o' pr...
nevermind ;]

Aragrothien

Sep 10, 2004

Stoo .. bugger off ... you have no idea of what i am speaking to bri about, I can assure you. If you do, than good, that means he has grown as a man and possibly finally come to grips with some of his issues. he knows damn well what I am on about, as prob does fee. Ah well, such is life .....

daisydanderfluff

Aug 9, 2004

Hi there. You can ignore me in IM but not in here Bri.

I IM'd you last night to say hello, nothing more. I cannot believe that you got so damn nasty with me. I am honestly suprised by your lack of maturity in handling the situation. We could have talked like civil adults but you instead chose to get right on the defensive like I was about to attack you.

Don't you think, had I wanted to, I could have done that here for all of your friends to read? And you know that when we fought, I was honest with my feelings. You hid behind the fact that I am a sexual creature and used that as your point to strike. I see nothing wrong with who I am or how I behave. I hide nothing and you hide everything.

Yeah, I'm angry now. You made me cry last night, such a man you are. Instead of accepting responsibility for your own failings be they personal or emotional, you hide behind any wall you can find. I thought we could be friends. I was so very wrong.

*waves to Stoo and Bec*